yesterday night was so furious..nah..not that serious..just getting irritated. today. completed most of my hw. left my zhuo ye in sch. so can't do anything. going to practise my ruan soon. =) er. i really don't what to do anymore. i miss sandra.. haiz. why does everything bad happen to me? why does the feeling of happiness disappear so fast? 2 yrs. no. lesser than that. why? even you. ignore me. i expected it. but i just want to know the reason why. tell me at least so that i am not so sad now. i really wanted to know what is right inside yours hearts. the laughter we once shared. the smses we once shared. the talks we once shared. everything we once shared. yesh. shared. it had all became history. history. history isn't going to happen again. lost. all gone. my friends even you. all gone. gone to somewhere so far from me. i'm alone in this corner. waiting for miracle. waiting alone.